ethan_elliott

Alright, I have a lot more stuff to upload but I’m running i..

Added 2023-09-19 06:43:39 +0000 UTC

Alright, I have a lot more stuff to upload but I’m running into some technical difficulties. Also, I wanted to apologize to you guys for being pretty absent on here the last few days. I was going through some things and needed to just take a break from pretty much everything. That being said, I’ve come out on the other side with some new insights and realizations that I think are going to help me make better decisions and live a life that is more in alignment with the type of person I want to be. It really sucks being in a funk though. It was a combination of overdoing it at the club, saying things to people that I wish I didn’t say and then continuously punishing myself for it, staying up too late and eating junk food that made me feel like total crap the next day, sleeping in wayyy too long and barely getting myself to do anything once I was up and then not doing all of the things I knew I should be doing and then feeling bad about it and then still not doing anything about it. But yeah, I realize that I can’t put unhealthy things in my body and expect to feel good the next day. It just doesn’t work like that. And staying on a routine sleep schedule is important. And having future plans to look forward to is also important. And doing all of the things on my checklist is also important, otherwise those things just linger and take away part of my mental bandwidth that I could otherwise be focusing on better things. And also just staying active. Our bodies are like batteries that need to be charged through movement. Sometimes just taking a shower and going for a walk can make all of the difference. But anyways, I really am sorry for slacking on here. I’m getting my priorities back in line as we speak. I have some cool ideas for the future too. Thinking it’d be cool to make more fun content out and about on hiking adventures. There’s some other fun content that I already have too but I need to get the other person approved on OF before I can share any of it. That’s all I’m gonna say about that ;)