Hi lovelies! It’s about 5 am at the moment. Not gonna lie, I..

Hi lovelies! It’s about 5 am at the moment. Not gonna lie, I’ve been obsessed with thinking about Onlyfans lately. The idea of having a page that people pay monthly for that I get almost complete control over creatively is such a new and fascinating endeavor for me. I’ve thought about making one for years but struggled with the dilemma of how it might affect me negatively if I made one. I imagined being ridiculed or harassed or even stalked or talked about negatively online, or having my friends and family lose respect for me for making one. The list goes on. It was all rooted in a fear based mind set though. And I know you might be thinking, “You’re Ethan from Sean Cody, why would you care?” But honestly, being in porn, I think I made around 18 films and most of them took roughly 1 day to complete. I think one or two films took two days to complete. So if you add that all up my days in the porn industry came out to be around 20ish days of work in the span of a year and a half when I was 23 and 24. So, less than 1 month honestly. Kinda puts it in a new perspective if you think about it in that way. Mind you, I will say a lot of the work happens prior to filming with regards to eating right and exercising to look like what you’d want a pornstar to look like. I personally gave it my best though. I was living in San Diego at the time, living with 5 roommates. All of which were good friends and down to party any day of the week. I was actually working as a bookkeeper at a grocery store at the time before I got recruited to make my first solo film with Sean Cody. I think I was making around 7 or 8ish dollars an hour and was stocking shelves at 5 am or collecting the money from the tills from the day before and adding everything up into a computer to make sure that everything balanced out properly. It was an interesting job and I kind of had a managerial role and walked around with a big set of keys but I was making just barely enough to get by. You can imagine how making $2200 for two days of work in porn making two solo films would sound pretty dang good if you were in that situation. But yeah, that’s where I was at when it all started. A pretty ordinary guy that was down to try something new because he was tired of where he was at financially. And honestly, I didn’t know that I had an above average dick until my first solo film and was getting a lot of good feedback about the way that I looked. It honestly took me by surprise a little bit because you’re only considered big or small if you compare yourself to somebody else and I had never really done that before. I remember getting comments a time or two in high school but I really didn’t give it that much thought. I was just me. But, after my first solo film and then my second solo film I was very much told that I have a big dick. When you’re told that by the VP of a porn company you can’t help but believe it. But yeah, that’s how it all started and was over by my own personal choice about 1 1/2 years later. I then went on to do a lot of other things and thought that if I stopped making adult films at 24 I could still have a normal life and not have to deal with any of the negative residual effects of being in porn. And little did I know, after a lot of traveling in a van around the US and hiking in Sedona, Arizona, and living on a beach on the north shore of Kauai, Hawaii, and going to music festivals all over California, I would actually then move on to become a go go dancer in San Francisco a year later to initially make enough money to buy food to go to Burning Man for a week out in the desert of Nevada. That then led to a roughly 7 year off and on go go dancing/ stripper/bartender/construction career that I would end up transitioning from at the age of 31 to then move on to become a heavy machines operator in construction for the next 3 years. That then ended abruptly when I decided that I wasn’t happy and would rather go hiking for 6 months and find myself with about $40,000 in my bank account that I had saved over the last couple years. After about 6 months of hiking 1100 miles of the Pacific Crest Trail I then moved to Portland, OR again and spent the next 6 months living off of the rest of the money I had saved until it was finally time for me to start making money again. I’ve then since been working as an independent contractor until about two weeks ago when a job I was looking forward to fell through and I needed to figure out a way to make money. The same day I found out I didn’t have a job lined up anymore I decided to make an Onlyfans and start dancing as a stripper again. I’m now one week in with Onlyfans and am loving being a dancer back at Stag. I feel like I’m back in my element and am doing what I know best. Being an exotic entertainer that loves interacting with people. Making this Onlyfans also feels like a wonderful outlet for me to express myself and share my sexual nature with a group of people that align with what I have to offer in some way, shape, or form. So yeah, that’s a very very very simplified version of my life so far and what has brought me to be here with you guys today. I gotta say though, this feels like exactly what I’m supposed to be doing. Being a stripper for years has prepared me for this in a way I never imagined until about a week ago when I started this page. So, now, here I am. Reigniting the fire that is Ethan from Sean Cody. Ethan Elliott, “Elliott” being my real middle name. Ready to share myself in so many new ways that I can’t really do anywhere else. I’m very excited for this next chapter and am looking forward to seeing where it takes me next.