Hi everyone.. I’m I’m an extremely bad “Situation” right now..

Hi everyone.. I’m I’m an extremely bad “Situation” right now. I really could please use any help you can spare!! I’ll be soooo grateful for anything really.

My narcissistic ex who has had me working for him for free for the last year- kicked me out this morning and turned off my cell service. He says he’s going to kill me if I go to get my belongings and he’s gonna light everything on fire soon… 😭😭😭😭😭😭 I’m sitting in my car with my dog I don’t have anywhere to go or anyone to call. My 2 relatives that are left are in Hawaii and don’t have any money. I don’t have a mom or dad or any friends because my ex scared them all off and made me not able to speak to them.
I have maybe $30. I’m out of gas, I don’t have any food, now I won’t have any of my clothes, I don’t have dog food, and of course don’t have any personal hygiene products. I wasn’t even allowed to shower this morning - he wouldn’t let me. So PLEASE if you can help I’ll send you free content as a thank you. I’m just really scared and not even sure what to do honestly. Let me know if you have any tips I guess too.

I have been trying to file for an OFP for weeks but he took my laptop and iPad and either sold them, broke them, or has them to spy on me. But. I cannot get the online form filing pay for the court system to load once when I try to go to the next question… I’ve tried EVERYTHING. I need to get to a computer somewhere but it’s already 9pm 😭😭😭 please if you can help I really want to just feed my dog and get gas and maybe some food. I don’t even know. Thanks and I’m sorry I’m being a downer..
I really don’t want to make a gofundme but I almost think I have to?
My credit is fucked from him maxing my cards and I can’t pay $1850 when I haven’t been paid in a year and I have been using all the Money I make on here for groceries, dog food, & gas…
If I’m gonna stay alive I need to get my dog a certificate to fly to Hawaii, includes the test for ravines vaccination-around $300, flea and tick treatment, and I think heart guard? But it’s 1 expensive trip but he’s been there once before. $100 for him to fly on the plane. An under the seat carrying case $30 and money to pay for his release from quarantine when we arrive there. And hopefully file for bankruptcy so I can restart my life.
I’m not sure I’m strong enough honestly but pray for me or wish me luck or something if you want, I appreciate it. Thank you again.