I’m trying to catch up on everything. Presley passed away an..
Added 2020-02-22 23:23:54 +0000 UTCI’m trying to catch up on everything. Presley passed away and it’s been very difficult for me to process. I’m not good when it comes to death and dealing with my grief. Aside from each and every one of you and Cameron Canela, my pets are all I have. I’ve only had two other pet pass away and it honestly left me traumatized. I had to get in a plane for work and leave my cute pet rat in the hands of someone else. Her name was Rosie and she died the moment I boarded the plane. I wasn’t there for her and I didn’t get to give her a proper burial. I don’t talk about her much but her passing took a toll on me and I still struggle with it to this day. Another time my guinea pig was giving birth but my parents made me to go to church instead of allowing me to stay and help my guinea pig. When I came home the father had escaped from his cage, broke into the one with the mommy and kids, and he killed almost every single baby. That was seriously a traumatic experience that screwed me up. I miss Presley and I’m trying not to internalize my sadness. I need to catch up on messages and my unboxing videos which I’ll be doing today! I had a moment where I felt myself spiraling into a dark place but luckily had people to help pull me out of it. I’m incredibly stressed out and worried about Prince. Presley and Prince were very close and I’m worried he knows his buddy is gone. He’s eating less and incredibly moody which is alarming. I’m going to do everything in my power to make sure he’s ok. I am sorry I took forever to shoot the unboxing g video but I want you to know the heartfelt gifts and notes mean the world to me. I know a lot of you sent little gifts for Presley and it means more than you realize. Luckily Prince will be able to enjoy the goodies ☺️
