

Last try!
If I don't post consistently throughout April, I'll just give up. Someone can have my dog.
I'm tired of disappointing myself and everyone else. If I don't get my shit together, then idk anymore. Borrowed money that I still cant pay back, busy paying a few thousand in taxes I procrastinated on, because of that I don't have enough to pay for an apartment with deposit, so I'm stuck paying weekly, which means its always uncertain if the apartment is still free. Got kicked out of this apartment today cause the management agency messed up and forgot that the owner canceled the contract with them. Might just be signs to give up...