

Very depressed as there’s so much hurdles moving back to Hong Kong. I am a firm believer we shouldn’t abandon our pets unless extreme circumstances, but hell Cathay Pacific(the only operating airline) will be charging $4500 to transport my girls. They are my Emotional support animals and I need them, if I could sell my kidney I would. And quarantine is going to be expensive. And also I lost my passport. After I move back to Hong Kong, I’ll have to take care of my family and friends jailed for politics. And I’m not sure if I could afford renting a decent home. Fuck Chinese gov fuck them for underpaying their researchers so they sell lab monkeys to the market, and fuck Chinese gov for jailing whistle blowers. I’m a hot mess. Sorry it’s difficult to grieve as a content creator because you are here to see me happy and entertaining you, but sorry I cannot for now. I wish I did Onlyfans a lot earlier. I wish I was more famous. I regret trying to be a Dogtor. I wish I wasn’t addicted to volunteering to help animals and sexual abuse survivors to a point I turn down jobs. It would mean the world to me if you could buy wearables from me or sponsor however you wish. Thank you. 😢