HEY OF FAM- its been dead on here! I honesttly cant eveen ..
Added 2023-02-19 01:18:37 +0000 UTCHEY OF FAM- its been dead on here! I honesttly cant eveen complain either. Ever since being discharged from the hospital- being home is waaaaay better than living in a hospital but life is also so much harder. Like look--I'm literally using OF to vent and cope with whats been going on. OF was one of my income resources. I no longer have my full-time job and financially- especially living in Hawaii its so expensive. None of of this- moving back home to Hawaii was what I thought or imagined life would be like. So for those of you who actually come on my OF to see how I'm doing... i am getting better at using my walker, great in my wheelchair! lol Still didn't get the feeling of sensations or touch back --in both of my legs so they are literally just limp and in fucking pain, I have an 8 in cut with 16 stitches in back of my thigh. Trying my best not to baby it to help with recovery but it seems like Im hurting myself more. wish there was a quick fix for this or if anyone knows of company's that are hiring remote in hawaii- please lmk. this is not it. at this point- feet pics don't even allow me to feel good about myself. :( thanks for reading. lol if every fan left me $1 tip- that would help alot TBH,
