Getting out of the filter phase I somehow dipped into over t..
Added 2023-07-26 22:35:25 +0000 UTCGetting out of the filter phase I somehow dipped into over the last few years, it's nice to take photos and remind myself what I look like entirely untouched. I started using those funny face altering filters in the ~ironic~ sense in late 2018 but didn't really mess around with them until the 2020 shutdown. Then, from there, it felt normal to always use the devil horn filter. But with getting off my meds (yeah I know i've mentioned it quite a bit but it was a big deal for me), i've wanted to stop participating in things that didn't make me feel fully good. Having myself concealed with devil horns, or glitter in my eyes, didn't seem to make me feel good anymore. I deleted the snap app last month even; wanted all temptation to "try" a new filter gone. It worked. I'm sure i'll use the filters from time to time later on but for now, it's just me and i'm plenty happy about it.
