Hey besties, sinners, fuckos, and everyone in between~I’ve o..

Hey besties, sinners, fuckos, and everyone in between~

I’ve officially completed hip surgeries #3 (left labrum repair) and #4 (left periacetabular osteotomy). And although I’m making progress, I’ll be transitioning to a rehab facility instead of going straight home, as I didn’t meet the necessary safety benchmarks for discharge. This isn’t a horrible thing, so don’t freak out sinners! This extended care will give me the support and tools I need to safely continue recovery so that once I’m home I’m safe and able to be independent…. Although…. How hot would it be to find myself in a fake “I’ve fallen and I can’t get up” scenario hehe. I’ll be putting that idea in my pocket for later 💚

Physical therapy in the hospital has been manageable, but it’s been challenging at times, especially with how my other conditions, like chronic fatigue, fainting spells and non-epileptic seizures, are affected by the lingering impact of anesthesia and general overexertion. I always want to push myself harder every day, I think the years of ballet and volleyball just screwed me over with that one, punny, but I’m learning to take it slow, breathe, and trust the process. I can’t push myself to my limit just because it’s what I used to do. I gotta be reasonable now that I’m in my 30s. Blegh. Annoying, right?

Pain management has been going surprisingly well, especially compared to my PAO back in January. This time, things feel much more manageable, and I’m optimistic that with the right focus and effort, I’ll recover much faster than I did after the previous surgeries. I may or may not also be a bit delusional about how quickly I’ll be able to get back into the heated pool for my little workouts and dance sessions aha. And… maybe I wanna play mermaids with some big titty babes, perhaps 😏

One huge relief is that the hardware from my right hip was removed during this round of surgeries. I already feel so much better, my gods! On top of that, I’ve kept all five screws and plan to turn them into jewelry once the other set comes out in about six months. It’s such a fun way to turn a fucked up orthopedic journey into something meaningful and badass! Plus, this might be the most expensive jewelry anyone I’ve ever known will have haha, I think these fuckers are running up to a half mil at this point based on the surgery bills, overnight stays, gear, etc alone!

Anyways, as usual don’t forget that all my pages, including my weekly posts on my premium OF @sarah.succubus are still running, I’ve even been getting new, current, like “here we go I’m taking pics during the operations” content so if you’ve been missing me and waiting for something fresh, I’ve been cooking babe! 

So once again, for what feels like the billionth time, thank you for being here. Your support means a lot to me and I am eternally thankful that I’ve been able to make so many connections as a disabled sex worker. Truly, I never thought that just networking through surviving would turn into something so special. Ily, and I cannot thank ya’ll enough

And lastly, don’t forget to punch an ableist today~

Love, Sarah


(PS, since I'm in hospital and recovery and won't be able to do advertising or work as much, I'll be running perpetual fundraisers while healing to help support my needs as I continue forward, this will all be going towards my plethora of personal bills that I am behind on, thank you for any and all support, feel free to tip me in other ways as well!)