all the silhouettes 🖤 i wanted to really just appreciate my ..
Added 2023-07-30 00:09:39 +0000 UTCall the silhouettes 🖤 i wanted to really just appreciate my body. i wanted to take pictures that were pretty honestly. i wanted to look at them and think “i can’t believe that’s my body!” i look at myself so frequently doing this kind of work and it has really brought me to a place of disgust and discontent with myself. not because it’s sex work but because i’m sick of looking at myself. i don’t feel pretty or sexy most of the time anymore because i feel bored of myself and it makes me fear others will start getting bored of me as well. but this is my body and this is the body that has carried me 23 years and it will continue to carry me. she holds me when i cry and she picks me up on my worst days. i love this vessel that gives me the chance to experience the world and i love the worst days even. i’m grateful i get to feel through and through this is kinda vulnerable i’m sorry, i will probably change the caption ngl 🥴
