i’m finally in the spotlight 8) i have a few days off coming..
Added 2022-10-12 03:09:10 +0000 UTCi’m finally in the spotlight 8) i have a few days off coming up and i’m going to film lots of content! very much excited to have a couple days off of work to have a little staycation!! vent! obvi you are more than welcome to disregard this haha it’s been really hard to exist lately. i feel like everyone has been feeling so similar too and it makes me sad and a lil bit scared for some reason. on top of that i just can’t bring myself to open up to people i am close with. i don’t know why and i don’t know how i lost my ability to be vulnerable with people i am close with so quickly and it feels like it went so under the radar in my brain that i lost that. i hate it. i miss feeling close to people. i never used to understand people saying things like “feeling empty in a room full of people” until now.
