Oh hello Guess who is incredibly busy and distracted and al..
Added 2022-07-10 22:44:14 +0000 UTCOh hello Guess who is incredibly busy and distracted and also very very bad with the concept of time? (also please enjoy the bruises on my leg from moving other people’s stuff because I just can’t not take on dumb projects that other people want nothing to do with) Also, just fyi because it has impacted me even though it was not… exactly a surprise, but my aunt passed away on Friday. I already knew that my intention to post to OnlyFans every day was optimistic, given just ✨who I am✨, but adding that I have my friend and her two kiddos staying with me for most of July and also now this on top of all that was already! going! on with me! is just… you know. More. More more more more more more more. I am doing okay, mostly. Actually saying that word seems nonsensical, but I really am in a tolerable space right now. I am hurting from the loss of my aunt, but it sort of just folds into the ongoing grief I’ve been feeling from the loss of my grandmother in Nov. 2015 and the loss of my grandfather in Feb. 2017, particularly since my aunt passed away from combined aspects of both of their deaths. It also adds another layer to my age-specific anxieties that take a lot of will power not to let consume me, but. Being par.a.lyzed by fear and overwhelm now doesn’t keep me from being par.a.lyzed by degenerative diseases in my 60s. 🤗 Any-dang-way, it’s July 10th and that means I have ~21 days to try and earn $2000 for my first round of property taxes so please let me know what you would be willing to throw your money at and/or/and I’ll just start filming some stuff to post since I found my toys again in my attempt at unpacking. I appreciate you. Thanks, once again, for sticking around.
