Hi guys. I'm so sorry I haven't been active- I'm still worki..
Added 2020-08-08 00:16:34 +0000 UTCHi guys. I'm so sorry I haven't been active- I'm still working through a lot. I deal with incredible guilt and anxiety when I go a few days without posting, which makes me afraid to open up the page and post things. A vicious cycle, but one that's so hard to break because I'm terrified of having an inbox full of angry DMs from people who are disappointed in me. Even now I cannot bring myself to click my inbox. Please be patient and i will try to respond to all of my DMs by tomorrow. I know your $5-6.66 a month could be spent buying coffee or paying for netflix, so I don't want to seem ungrateful for the support you've all shown me, but there's a reason I freelance online instead of getting a "regular" job and it's primarily because of the volatility of my mental health. I'm seeing a therapist and making progress, but the fallout from my mom's death still really gets to me on a regular basis. Even the content I have posted over the past month or so has been "filler" content- things that require less editing and energy. Anyway, here's some more filler titties. It is the best I can do right now. More soon.
