Hello beautiful fans! I've been feeling embarrassed lately..
Added 2024-01-05 19:45:07 +0000 UTCHello beautiful fans!
I've been feeling embarrassed lately because I don't know exactly how to be an OnlyFans creator. I'm extremely comfortable sharing Nude Yoga with you all because that is natural and easy for me. I've been comfortable being naked my whole life, but sharing sexual things is a bit more of a stretch...
This is because my nervous system stores a lot of trauma and keeps me unable to access pleasure. I have done a lot to access my own pleasure but, ngl, it is hard for me. I've done touch therapy, somatic therapy, and hired a massage therapist. I have a professional cuddler on my team and attend workshops for pleasure. I've invested in OMGYes.com.
Today I'm sharing this part of my story with you because I want to be candid and courageous. And because I made a video of myself playing with my toys that I'm going to share here shortly.
I appreciate your patience and support while I explore this part of myself. (I have a friend who is giggling to hear about how my kink of exhibitionism is taking shape.)
Warmly,
Esme
p.s. One thing that will make sharing easy for me is to stop overthinking about what I should charge here. I'd like to keep my OnlyFans PPV so I'm just going to say that moving forward each video will cost $9.99 and each picture will cost $4.99.
