

My friend invited me and a few others over for dinner. I joked that he best cook loads as he invited me. He said “oh don’t worry I will, I have already told my girlfriend how much you eat when we get together”. So I decide that I was really going to put on a show. I wore a big t shirt so I had space to fill my growing belly. I turned up and certainly put on a show! I just ate plate after plate. Even finished off a few other peoples food! it’s times likes these when I push even further then when I’m alone! All the encouragement and eyes watching makes me eat more. His girlfriend looked shocked, I looked pregnant! I kept going to the point were I hurt myself, I really was at bursting point. My stomach was telling me to stop! As soon as I got home I made a video, even though it hurt. As I looked down at my bulging belly i thought “ I need to make it bigger, what can I eat?!” So I went and got eclairs from the fridge, lay back and force-fed myself through the discomfort. I’m so greedy! I just want to be fuller and fuller!