Todays a significant date in my life. My mom died from skin ..
Added 2022-03-15 19:30:20 +0000 UTCTodays a significant date in my life. My mom died from skin cancer 27yrs ago. I haven’t been to visit her grave since her 20th death-aversary. I was pricing out a road-trip, she’s buried 6hrs away, not feasible at $4.25 gas prices. I’m not even sure it’d be for her if i had gone. I confirmed something recently I had hoped to be false. My father told me my mom refused chemo bc she didn’t want to lose her hair, he told me that when I was around 18yo. I finally decided to send one of her sisters a message asking if that was true. She said my mom told her she was worried about the cost. That and it never sat well with her that my father didn’t try harder pushing my mom to live. I feel abandoned. And doubly so. After her death, my father dated and remarried in 2yrs to a woman that had a daughter close to my age. He wanted to give me a new mother,. She hated me. He then fkd off for the next 7-8yrs “building his therapy practice” until they divorced. He didn’t like my step mother (his wife) and I know he avoided being home bc of her.
Anyways
I had mommy issues, daddy issues, (ex) step mother issues
I have issues.
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