Hope everyone is having a fun New Year ✨ As part of my journ..
Added 2024-01-01 06:08:58 +0000 UTCHope everyone is having a fun New Year ✨ As part of my journey this year I'm going to be going back and exploring how I reached the point where I am now in my transformation, so there will be lots of that coming up in new videos. Right now I wanted to share an unreleased video with intense ball teasing that I filmed in February 2023 when I was falling really deep into playing with my first mask.
Coming across this video again reminded me how the way I'm feeling now, with wanting to make Bambi real and permanent, didn't come out of nowhere. You can totally see it in my videos from last year, how this has been building up... When I got really into playing with this mask, I wanted to do so much more with it, but I ran into a few issues where it was too restrictive, too rigid. It wasn't good for longer sessions because I couldn't eat or drink easily with it on. That led to me getting my current mask which is so much better for long-term wear. And of course now that I'm pushing deeper I'm running into new limitations where I realize I need extra masks if I want to be a doll 24/7 so I can always have fresh ones to change into. It feels really good seeing how everything about my doll journey has been so natural in leading up to where I am now. If you go back through my posts in early 2023 you can see there were definitely times when I was flirting with the idea of giving in to my doll desires. I kept saying stuff like, "Wouldn't it be hot if I switched to only making masked content?"... and that's totally what ended up happening lol. And now you can see the same thing happening where it starts with me just dreaming about making Bambi permanent, talking about wanting to be dolled up 24/7... and of course that's exactly what's going to happen haha.
