Hi my OnlyLovers :)Pretty please forgive me for my absence. ..

Hi my OnlyLovers :)

Pretty please forgive me for my absence. I miss you guys so much and hope you're doing well. If you have to deal with the holidays, I hope they went smooth. I hope they were beautiful even if it got stressful or weird or lonely. I hope you get to treat yourself!

I'm always unsure what to post!! So here is a sampler. Some wet little pussy for you, a throwback photoset that may be familiar, and the last few are recent (also my really cute Jordan 4's I'm proud of lol. I'm becoming sneaker cherub)!! I love working out in cute outfits or naked these days lol. I'll be really intentional and slow with my form and then I somehow get sooo horny from it?? My pussy starts leaking and throbbing especially when I'm doing thrusty movements lmfao. I think I should show you guys some time.

Also some booty jiggles :))

If you're still reading...hi :) I have been mostly okay! I feel bad for those of you that miss me or worry about me. I really want to create a great and consistent experience on here...If there's anything you want to see more of please tell me! I love getting inspired by you guys, exploring new things, and getting off with you!

The past few months for me have been okay. I've had great sex here and there, both with Potential Husband and Boy My Age. But, in the past month I've decided to stop seeing the both of them. I want to make longer posts about each of them.

I will give you a summary of my pros and cons with both.

Potential Husband could be a nearly perfect fuck buddy for me. I love his cock and to feel totally used by him. When I last saw him he made me suck him off in his kitchen immediately. Then he'd pull down my pants and lift me on top of his kitchen counter. I propped myself up on my hands while he lifted me up and down on his cock. I felt amazing. Like a real pornstar. Then he'd put me back down on the ground to suck him off to get him rock hard again. And once he was, I'd go back up on the counter to get fucked again. This happened over and over again.

We always have great sex. I sucked him off so hard and tight, when I woke up the next morning there was a bruise on my chin. I've never seen this before, but it only made sense because of how hard I go at it and for how long we go...

It may sound unnatural. And I think that's because IT IS. Over the years I have watched him be less and less sober during the sex. This is sort of a let down for me. Some people want to fuck a high. I am nearly cumming while I am dancing and working out. This is why I have started to look for something different...

This kind of sex is awesome and fantasy but not sustainable...also, the morning after...I cleaned his sheets. While I did, I found a fake eyelash in there. Cherub doesn't wear fake eyelashes...this is not the first time Potential Husband has been dishonest with me. Which is silly because he can do whatever he wants!! I don't feel like it's necessarily a big deal...but I also feel like being honest is the bare minimum. Also, why do I clean the sheets for your hoes and they don't for me? Rude.

So I haven't seen him since...I'll still find a way to show you the videos of me sucking his cock tho!

And then...the Boy My Age. I really like having sex with him, we are both switches. But somehow when I play with another switch..the switchiness isn't always a 50/50 split...they submit to me ALWAYS...dominant is NOT the first word I would choose to describe myself. I can get off on it for sure, but I want to be a satiated fuck toy first...also, I think this boy is more interested in me pegging him than him fucking me...I REALLY like to peg, but my poor greedy pussy can only take it so much before she starts to get confused.

The highlights from seeing him would be me getting off...I asked him to get his vibrator and I pressed it against my pussy while he was facing me. I started to grind my pussy towards his cock. "I want you inside of me but I don't know what I'm doing."

"I don't know what I'm doing either," he said as he handed me a pillow to lean up against so we were now level. He squeezed his cock inside of my pussy while I used the vibrator on myself. I wanted to cum so bad. I thought about how it felt just like my usual masturbating position but now I have a cute boy underneath me. And how every time he thrusts deeper it feels so good. I thought about how I'd like to get off like that all the time and I started cumming.

"My cock and balls are vibrating," he said as my pussy contracted hard.

It doesn't take much for him to submit to me. I was sucking and playing with his balls, when he asked if I'd squeeze them tighter. "It hurts, but I like it."

I'm not sure how we ended up in this position, but he was on his hands and knees. I grabbed his cock and balls tight with both my hands and I licked and sucked him everywhere. He begs me to give him hickey's on his taint. I suck him tight in every spot I can. When I lick and suck the head of his cock he moans and whimpers, "nobody has ever done this to me before!!"

I think it's sweet that he likes to be little and owned and his cock is perfect and big and thick. He shot his load into my mouth. I kissed and licked up every drop that landed on his tummy, I loved watching his body so sensitive after cumming. And then I spoon him and try to grab him as tight as possible.

I miss fucking but I'm also super proud of myself for moving on when it's time. Maybe I'll change my mind...it's a mind fuck for me because I used to feel like I'd fuck literally anyone and that's what made me a real slut. But it feels so good to honor my desires...in a way I haven't before. And somehow it's making me hornier and happier.

I'll need an outlet for my horny while I'm in this season of my life. What should we explore? I want to know what you're into and want to see. Thank you guys for making me feel so special. Every Cherub goal I set for myself, you guys always help me meet. I don't even share them and you guys make all my dreams come true.

Thank you for still following me!!

Yours Forever,

Cherub :0