Hi guys!! It’s your girl!! I’m gonna talk about some sensit..

Hi guys!! It’s your girl!!

I’m gonna talk about some sensitive stuff. If you like knowing me: keep reading. If you’re near for just the sexy stuff: that’s okay too. Please come back to this post if you’re here to just escape from the world. If you feel connected to me and want to be my friend you can keep reading, but I DO NOT EXPECT YOU TO.

Trigger warning: death in family. RIP!


Here we gooo!!

Sooo in my long text post I talked about my little brother dropping me off at the airport and how much it meant to me. Because he’s my favorite person. My best friend. Didn’t even ask any questions AND my car’s AC has been broken for years! He drove to LAX no AC for me 🥺

On 8/18/2024 he passed away.

Last Wednesday I was going to pick him up from work. I was waiting for him to let me know and I was literally about to post on OF while I was waiting! Then my Mom and I got a call he was in the hospital.

He had a drug overdose. He’s been on life support but we know there’s no brain activity. I’m still at the ICU because he has qualified as a donor!

This is some good news during my dark time. Today his healthy heart will go to a kid that needs it. He is going to live on in many ways.

I wanted to tell you guys because I tell you everything. Also because some of you I have shared details about my family life with. I may have posted stories about my siblings on tumblr.

If you are still reading you are my support system. Thank you for making it this far with me. I’m going to keep going. My brother thought I was a great singer, dancer, writer, photographer. He believes in me so much.

I want to help others and now that I’ve seen how close I can be in crisis I know that I can. We are faced with many spiritual initiations in this life, I think we just don’t call it that anymore.

I am ready and if you’re still reading then you’re coming with me in some capacity.

I think getting back to regular life will be hard. But I know I am still connected with him and that gives me so much power and will to do good.

I want to keep posting on here. I think it will be helpful for me to share the stories I haven’t told you. I think it’s still good to have an appetite. I am not going away. I have always been fluid on here and I can thank my loyal friends for allowing me to do that. Send me a message if you want to talk. Also…drugs…if you are struggling I am someone who understands. If you have someone in your family who struggles, I am just like you. We can always talk and love on each other in ways that aren’t sexual. I’m here for you like you have been for me.