TLDR sorry for absence, here are my boobs as an apology. Wil..
Added 2022-11-03 22:46:01 +0000 UTCTLDR sorry for absence, here are my boobs as an apology. Will try my best to be back regularly soon. And here’s the boring stuff: Hello! I know I said I was gone for a few days for vacation, which was true. I left that trip feeling great, and came home ready to go get things going again. Then the next few days things just slowed down until today when I absolutely crashed and burned. I couldn’t pinpoint why exactly I felt this way. There have been a few things bothering me but nothing that I’ve never experienced before, and they definitely weren’t severe enough to cause me to feel this down. So I’ve been laying in bed, showered and dressed for the day, for a couple hours now trying to figure out what it is. And right before I logged on here it hit me: it’s seasonal depression. Moving to a warmer state can only help so much before the fact that I just can’t get sunlight comes to play. I’ve only talked about it I think once publicly, but I get SEVERE seasonal depression. It was bad enough when I lived in the north east, and while it being slightly nicer here…it’s still way more chilly than I’d like and it’s unfortunately dark very early now (AZ does not do daylight savings though thankfully). I’m going to try and get up earlier than I usually do to help remedy this, but in the meantime I appreciate you all being patient with me. I really burned myself out in October with the nearly back to back traveling and constant work but hopefully the next few days I can try and get myself feeling more balanced. Thanks for reading all this if you did ❤️
