So, I have a new pair of noise-canceling headphones. When I ..

So, I have a new pair of noise-canceling headphones. When I play white noise in them they block anything outside quite effectively. I mainly wanted them for studying as I am easily distractible and need to block out the world outside 😄 But I‘ve figured maybe the headphones could help with another type of sensory deprivation as well.
For the Christmas surprise fuck I’ve set him up with the numbing condoms, which was fantastic as we both had a blast. Well, not literally, because he didn‘t came since the beginning of the month, but you get what I mean 🤭 Even though he didn‘t cum as his dick couldn't fight off the numbing, I could still see on him that he was glowing afterward. Even a lot more than when I gave him the best handjob. It's not always just the orgasm, he was just so happy I had let him fuck me for a while. When I picked his head later about it, I am pretty sure it was more a mental thing, than physical. It reassured him, that I care and that he‘s worth my time and effort. Which to me is obvious, I wouldn't play for two years with somebody who‘s boring me. But I understand that our plays can sometimes be quite demanding as a lot of the sessions are humiliating and making him feel sexually inadequate, to the point of him accepting being kept pussy-free by me. (Which is insanely hot btw). But I also think that the brief fuck was a well-timed gesture that made him more mentally grounded and adore me even more than before 😊

But like I said, let’s be real, the fuck wasn’t physically all that great, regardless of how important it was for him to experience that 🤭So for this session I wanted a bit of a change of pace. Last time he was stressed with performance and his own expectations, so now I wanted him to just relax and show him how nice it feels when I take all responsibility for everything. So he doesn’t need to stress if he performs, or he doesn’t get hard. Nothing matters as long as he just does what I want him to. Of course that also means, he will have to take everything I have for him, pleasure and frustration, but zero decision-making on his side. I wanted him to leave the session feeling how nice it is to leave the control to me. 😈

So I strapped him onto my bed and blindfolded him. Then I put those headphones over his ears, so he was almost completely isolated. All that was left was to focus on my touches. I tried to make them feel really nice. I didn’t have any intentions of letting him cum, so when I felt he was getting too close to the edge I slowed down. This is the last session of the year and I want him to enter the new year completely horny and devoted to me. I’ve noticed those two go quite a bit hand in hand. Besides I am looking forward to his horny messages during the new year celebrations 🤭

He was so cute as he was softy whimpering under my fingers 😊I wonder how long I could edge him like that before he really couldn’t take it anymore. Maybe one day I’ll try that for a long afternoon. But this time I felt like that was enough, so I surprised him with a little kiss and sent him to shower to wash the oil before locking him back. I hope those last two sessions will give him something to ponder and he'll be properly eager to please me when I see him next time 😈