

another creampie 😮💨
hi friends :) i'm sorry i've been so inactive with both posting and not chatting anyone back in months. not that it's anything new for me, but i still want to acknowledge it. lemme tell you what i've been up to though... (spoiler alert: not a whole lot)
SO, to dive into the juicy stuff, my sex life is basically THRIVING! exploring kinks has been so much fun and i’m learning so much about myself and what truly turns me on. i still have all the same kinks, but the things that turn me on are different than i thought they'd be. Like, I loveeeee cum still and find it so hot, but i can't cum just from watching someone cum on/in me irl. with porn, i do, but irl, it's other things, mainly dom/sub dirty talk. i'm also excited to finally say that while sex still hurts a bit, the pleasure has finally started to outweigh the pain—AMEN HALLELUJAH!!!! honestly, i’m still a little shocked that i’m not a virgin anymore. it feels like a massive milestone, and i couldn’t be happier in that aspect.
on the other hand, my life outside of sex is a bit more mundane, but i’m doing good overall. i’m still bouncing around in airbnbs, but the good news is that i’m moving to a permanent location next month. i’m really looking forward to having a space that feels like home and hope it will help me get back in my groove. i feel pretty stagnant right now, like i'm just stuck in between 2 chapters of my life.
as for my mental health, i’m currently in the process of switching medications, which has been a bit of a rollercoaster. it hasn’t been the easiest process, but i think i’m finally on the right track to finding the right mix that works for me. i’m hopeful that this change will lead to a better balance in my life. but i'm always hopeful, so we'll see.
all in all, while things might seem quiet on the surface, there’s a lot of growth and personal development happening behind the scenes 😎 i really hope you're doing good too. life sucks a lot of the time and we ALL deserve a little good 🤍