Badtrip part 2/3 I sat on the floor and looked at the pink ..
Added 2023-04-04 19:22:07 +0000 UTCBadtrip part 2/3
I sat on the floor and looked at the pink sky. the clouds moved slowly past me. A bird has flown. Purple light filtered through my window and lit up the whole room, fluffy plaid and beige carpet gave the room an even calmer look. I tried to breathe and gradually calmed down.
I did not notice how my thoughts were already focused on something else. My heartbeat became calm and my body relaxed. I, like a piece of melted butter on the floor, put my head on the pillow and began to look at my paintings.
Before me was a painting of a black hole. I've been working on for it the past few days.
I couldn't take my eyes off her. Its large sleeves of constellations were sucked straight into the dark abyss.
Damn it! My painting came to life.
I saw how it rotated, and the stars moved in patterns and constellations. I looked at it for so long that at some point the black hole literally came out of the canvas and was already in my room.
A small picture of the nebula that stood nearby breathed its gently purple mist, as if dancing, it created patterns and fractals that grew into beautiful mandalas.
I smiled. I realized that all this was not true, but only hallucinations. But it was wonderful. I'm an artist, I drew it, and it came to life. I felt like I was a god who was painting the universe.
But it's true, each of us, inside, has its own universe, and each of us draws it every day. Every day we make a choice or not (which is also a choice).
We look at the same things in completely different ways, through our own prism of perception.
We are based on our lived experience. And that's great. Every person is wonderful. Each person is deep and interesting. Everyone has their own history, their own world, their own universe.
And that story is exactly is mine.
And you are here. You are already part of my history. Our paths have crossed. How did you get here? You are an observer. You are like an astronaut looking out of a window.
I don't know if you're interested. If you're interested, then support me ❤️
The third part will be in a couple of days ☺️
