Now I have such a period when I again began to push off from..
Added 2023-03-22 19:04:32 +0000 UTCNow I have such a period when I again began to push off from the bottom.
Right now my another stage of huge growth and great training for honesty with myself and the surrounding reality has begun.
Dozens of practices, trainings, master classes, hundreds of books read, consultations and meditations, analysis, a lot of work. All this sometimes burns out at some point when you go through an unexpected reality.
Stratification of the psyche, loss of supports, landmarks and denial of integration into a new reality.
Loss of friends, business, health and your grounding point where you always came home.
I went through many different stages where few people except those closest to me (and you, of course) knew what was happening to me. I still go through many stages.
It took me a while to gather a renewed self and find the strength to act.
I always give people strength to inspire, and I am often told this, but being alone, I reflect on the topic of my pain.
Because she didn't go anywhere.
And never leave.
I have gone through different pain many times and I can tell you that there is no other way than to accept it as part of yourself, not to deny reality and build your inner supports again and again.
Turn pain and fear into strength.
And transform into love.
This year was the most powerful personal growth training for me, where I had to rebuild my personal boundaries and accept the real faces of people.
But always remember that in a world where you can choose to be anything, choose to be kind.
Love each of you / And thank you for your support.
