

my first S&C column post “Posting a thirst- trap” As a woman, you’re not necessarily looking for any guy to respond when you make a post. You’re looking for that ONE guy. You’re trying to attract MR BIG but it’s 2021 and that guy you’re into is most likely an asshole. Sex doesn’t mean what it used to anymore. It means more and less, to each their own, at any given time. One morning I wake up wanting anything that’s under the sheets, and a couple hours later I’m wanting at least conversation and a few drinks first. Blame it on the booze, the mood disorders, the stars in retrograde... I was still horny as fuck and still living with my “sort of” ex. I wanted to fuck him, offer to suck his dick, anything. But it was never like that for him. It’s lonely when you’re alone with all your thoughts and also have to come up with rent, expenses, moving out costs, moving costs, a million things going on in my head. I don’t know all the how’s and when’s. All I know is that I don’t belong here & it breaks my heart.