

hey you guys. i haaate being a downer & i always try to be p..
Added 2021-12-27 20:02:34 +0000 UTChey you guys. i haaate being a downer & i always try to be positive and keep it lighthearted on here. but i’m also human. and today’s been really rough for me mentally. i spent the holidays alone, and i know a lot of other people did too. this time of the year is always a struggle for me. and i planned on shooting content for this week today. but honestly i can’t seem to pull myself together or find the motivation to shoot anything. sometimes it’s difficult for me to find reasons to…keep going. oof sorry for making this dark. but it’s something i’ve struggled with ever since i can remember. and i stopped opening up about this kind of stuff on ig bc in my experience, there’s a lot more judgement on there & this expectation to be perfect. even though it’s total bullshit. anywho, this isn’t meant to be a pity party. i just wanted to let you know that there might not be new content this week. this would be such a good time to unlock my previous content that you might’ve missed. it’d mean the world to me if you unlocked something or sent me some love today. i could really use some positivity & motivation rn😞 bc right now it feels impossible for me to find