hiya there everyone <3 i wanted to do a quick update becaus..

hiya there everyone <3

i wanted to do a quick update because i've been such a stranger lately.

i'm so sorry for making barely anything new, and definitely not the 4 posts a month i promised on my pinned.

the past couple months irl have been maybe the worst of my life mentally. i dont wanna use my mental issues as an excuse, but it's just been really hard to look at myself sometimes without crying and spiraling worse and worse and worse. my self hatred, depression, anxiety and sh thoughts have never been this bad and its super duper overwhelming

i keep avoiding OF, twitter, and reddit because i'm so scared of losing all of you ,and my anxiety feeds into that to make the problem worse. i'm going to make more of an effort to post and make stuff as often as i used to, it's just been something i've been procrastinating and dreading but i feel like i need to finally put my foot down and just try my best no matter what my brain's telling me is gonna happen. you all mean so much to me and i love every single one of you. i feel like my community is my family and i'd do anything for you luv <3

for everyone who's still waiting on a custom: i did not forget about you, i am trying my hardest to push through everything and find the time to make you something i hope you love (and fap to over and over again lol)! even if it takes a couple weeks, i will 100% have your custom to you ASAP.

for all of you who stayed subscribed these past months, thank you so so much!! the money you've given has helped me pay my bills and get groceries for me and my gf, and it means the whole world to me. i wanted to give back to you by giving you all a free 1 month subscription (which you can find here: https://onlyfans.com/action/t… ) if it doesn't work, please let me know!! i wanna make sure you have a gift with how wonderful you all have been to me

i want this year to be my best ever content wise, and i need to start prioritizing NSFW stuff again for you. i have a femboy date ASMR/fucking roleplay video in the works and a nature fairy self-fuck/bj video too. me and jackie are gonna be pumping out more content (where she pumps something into me lol) so if you like that kinda stuff it'll be coming out soon i promise! <3

thank you for being so amazing to a silly femme baby like me.
it literally means the world, i love you so so much!! 💕💞💕💞💕💞