

Since the beginning of the year, things that were not crowded before the new year have become more and more crowded, and I am having a very difficult time living because when I am alone, I basically like to spend my time as I please without seeing anyone or making plans according to my mood... I don't like to be approached unless necessary, so I don't even speak to anyone myself at all, and I try to be thorough so that I don't get into situations where I have to speak to anyone. But when something happens suddenly that doesn't allow me to do so, I feel very stressed and want to go home and go to bed right now... I'd like to start living a late-night life again, but that would mean I wouldn't be able to go to the grocery store or something like that, so that's a problem...