

You may have noticed that I haven’t been posting and I wish that it was because of something wonderful happening like I won the lotto, or finally all the “submissives” put their money where there mouth is to care for this Goddess, but that’s not it☹️
My flare up with the gout ended up, moving into other body parts, like my left foot and hand🤯😭🤬 This only ever being my second experience with gout, I am learning, PAINFULLY! This flare up blindsided me as it came on within an hour and 3 hours later it was in full force😳 Kickin my ass😭
For those of you that have been around for a while, or know me better, are aware that there is also fibromyalgia and spinal stenosis in my DAILY life which is just a constant management job to keep myself in the least amount of pain possible🥹 When I say I’m a badass, I mean it in many, many ways! I don’t want to just share the sexy results of my dedicated determination because that’s not realistic and to be anything other than authentic is not being myself. I wish this post ended with just letting you all know that I am still struggling with a flareup but unfortunately, a few mornings ago as I was munching on my watermelon standing at the kitchen counter early in the morning, I dozed off standing up only to wake up falling backwards and break my fall with my wrist😫 I cannot tell you how devastating this has been!!!! The challenges in not only taking care of myself through something like this, but also providing for myself and my pups is absolutely mind-boggling, stressful, which, ironically it’s that stress that has kind of gotten me into the situation🥵
I’ve been so down and the pain has been driving me insane so I’ve been struggling to make post but I definitely don’t want to be losing my fans! So with that said, I am going to take some time today in between sleeping, make some posts and send out some discounted pay-per-view blast from the past😁🥰🤩🥳
I deeply appreciate you, my boyfriends😉 Especially in times like right now! Cannot stress enough how much I appreciate the support!🙏🥰😘