I need to make this post. I’ve always been vocal about my me..
Added 2023-10-26 21:51:14 +0000 UTCI need to make this post. I’ve always been vocal about my mental health because I think it’s important to normalise it in sex work. To put it simple, I’ve been dealing my depression for as long as I can remember. I got diagnosed many many years ago and even though it got significantly better, I don’t think it’s something I’ll fully ever get over with…. Sometimes I fall back into it and I wish it didn’t affect my work but it does…I get trapped in time, and the more I get lost in my own head, the longer it takes to resurface. I’m so sorry I disappoint. I do my work all by myself, I take all the content on my own, I do all the messaging myself. I completely refuse to get managed by an agency. You get all of me when you sub here! Me and only me. So when I slip into depression again, everything is affected. You can’t imagine how frustrating it is to be that disappointing, that my own brain betrays myself and incapacitates me to do things. It angers me that I can’t be « normal ». You can’t imagine how much I hate myself in these times haha. However no matter how much I drown, I always resurface! I’m stronger than people think. So I wanted to say thank you, for all being so supportive and patient. It means way more than you could imagine. I’m really lucky and grateful to have a man and family that support me in these phases!! And also I’m truly grateful to have such a kind fan base 😭💕
