Added 2022-09-15 17:46:26 +0000 UTC
As I promised, I will talk a little about what happened in my life and why I am very afraid to communicate with people in reality. Today, my favorite video blogger posted a video about the game, and the point was that the man was following the girl. And I immediately remembered my story, which happened to me 4 (?) years ago. I had a friend with whom I talked, but at one point he told me that he was following me: where I go and wanted to know where I live when we did not know each other. I went to the gym then with a very serious face, because I did not want to communicate with anyone, I was just trying to make my figure beautiful. He was afraid to meet me, so he decided to find my house and constantly come to him. He followed me in a car when I walked home with my mother. But at one point he lost us, because we went to the store to buy food. I don't know how it happened, but I am grateful to my stomach for wanting to eat. I asked him: why did you do it? You could just chat with me in reality. Him: I wanted you to be my girlfriend, I wanted you. I would give you flowers every day, take you by car .. To be honest, I was very scared of his words and after that I stopped communicating with him. It might look very "romantic" to some.. But not to me. After this incident, I stopped communicating with people from my city. And I just stopped trusting people. Honestly .. the last few days I have lost even the motivation to live. I just wanted to give up and go with the flow. But today I slept well.. And again I heard "good" words in my direction from my family and realized that I should not give up. Yes, maybe it's hard for me now and I want to quit everything. But if I do, I won't change my life.. And I will always be that crying girl. I do not want it. I want to be a happy and free girl . I will do it 😊❤️ Thank you very much everyone for your support. I hug you 🤗❤️❤️❤️ #fyp #cutegirl
