Added 2022-09-12 20:50:46 +0000 UTC
Hello, how did the week start? ❤️ My week started with the fact that today I froze in 26 degree heat 🤡. I was shaking so badly from the cold that my fingers were blue 😅. But now I feel better and was able to warm up. Now in my family there have come these times when we were just trying to survive on $ 300. Because .. Because my brother takes more than half of my parents' money. Where ? I dont know. But at the same time, he works, although he is 3 years older than me 🤡. My parents surprise me, they help him in all matters, give him money, try to support him. They even find him a job, he just needs to reach out and get it. But he doesn't. People correctly say that if a person did not receive support from his parents or they did not notice him, then this person then tries to achieve good success all his life so that his parents notice him. It's me. To be honest, I'm now holding on to a small thread. I want to cry so much that I can't do anything. I want to be hugged.. But I can not.. It hurts me so much that I set too big goals, for example, to quickly run away from my family. Because soon there will be another scandal, because my grandmother is already talking to herself in her room and even screaming. And I just can't escape this crazy house. I just don't want to listen to these scandals. I just want to live quietly and calmly, make content and enjoy life. But no.. I always keep the mask of a cheerful person and support my family in a difficult situation, even when they all bully me for any action 🤡. I'm such a "strong girl". I'm sorry that you have to read these texts .. Maybe you wanted to see a constantly smiling girl, but in the end you read these lines. It just helps me relax a little.. #fyp #babyface #cutegirl #skinny
