Added 2022-08-29 21:49:31 +0000 UTC
Last week I felt motivated for everything: work, study, life. But since Friday I feel a strong anxiety that I can't get rid of..I don't know me to do. Because this anxiety is related to my grandmother. When I see or hear her, I get nervous and my heart beats very fast. I'm afraid for myself, for my health. I'm afraid for my family. Maybe they are bad, but when I found out that my grandmother wants to p p0/s0n me and my family, I realized that it was just an ass. I just don't understand why she's so angry? How do I deal with anxiety now? I try to do something every minute and just get very tired at the end of the day so as not to think about anything .. And then I just wake up with the feeling that I already tired. Almost nothing makes me happy. There can only be a few things: studying, playing sports, reading books and money. Money ? Hmm.. Because when I make money, I get closer to my main goal: to run away from home and live happily. Can I call it that I have a fetish for making money? I really like it, because I understand that I can buy food and clothes for myself with this money. Or something that I used to want to do, but could not .. I just want to live happily. I just want peace and happiness and delicious food 😥 #fyp #sport #leggings #babyface #tits #skinny
