Added 2022-07-22 20:25:51 +0000 UTC
I came home from St. Petersburg last week because I took my Korean language exam there. I didn't want to tell you anything about my family until today. But I can't keep quiet, because if I tell you here, I might be a little safe. The situation with my grandmother is 90% resolved. What happens next? I don't know. But at the end of the day, I don't talk to her, I don't even say hello. Because during the scandals (every day for 2 months) she said bad words to me, wished me a disgusting life, that I was deprived of money and everything that I have. She even made fun of my bad childhood. The reason for my bad childhood was my grandmother, who traumatized me psychologically. 2 situations. When I went to St. Petersburg I hoped that I would not hear any bad words or scandals. But no. My parents were bullying me. They bullied me even before the exam. They started saying I was ugly. My looks are horrible. My hair is terrible... They said this when we were standing in a crowd of people, and everybody heard it. The parents of the other girls - supported them, and after the exam they greeted them with flowers and questions how it went. At the exam, when I entered the classroom, I wanted to cry, but I quickly wiped away my tears and got ready for the exam.... After the exam I found my mother and I called her only 3 times. And what do you think? She began to tell me how she had had a great walk in St. Petersburg. Then the next days I was walking with my parents in St. Petersburg. It's a very rainy city and it's cool. And I was completely wet from the rain, my feet, my body. I asked them to go home because I was cold. But they said I was lying and we walked for three more hours in the rain. The third situation that happened today. I still feel bad about my health. But my friends from St. Petersburg are coming to visit us (3 guys. They want to spend 1 night with us and go to the sea). My dad decided to give them a gift and buy alc.0.h.0.l and told me and my mom: that gifts are always better to give, because in the future
