Story time… It’s 7:30am and I’ve just stirred from a deep s..
Added 2023-05-06 06:52:24 +0000 UTCStory time… It’s 7:30am and I’ve just stirred from a deep sleep. I didn’t pull the covers over me last night - I’ve been getting hot in the evenings recently. I’m sleeping on my side, I go to roll onto my front to push myself out of bed but find I’m obstructed by my growing belly… this didn’t happen yesterday, it must’ve just passed that threshold of blubber whilst I slept. Sitting up I look in the mirror, I still haven’t quite adjusted to my new shape - I’m used to seeing a concave shape in the silhouette of my abdomen where my abs join my hips… now it’s round, wide and there’s rolls and creases. I caress my growing curves and immediately feel waves of hunger. I need to eat. It takes more effort to stand now, not much a but effort. I find some pants to pull on, they don’t slide up like they used too, now I have to really tug them… they used to just go right over. I squat slightly to stretch out the material so I can button them - but not enough, I have to loop a hair tie I ‘borrowed’ from a house mate through the loop and around the button to fasten them. I don’t know how much longer that trick will work. I am seeing friends who I haven’t seen in months for brunch today, I think about that as I put on my shirt that is clinging around my belly and chest… will they comment? Will they notice my plump love handles hanging over my waistband or how much softer my face is now? I hope so…. They’ll say things like ‘what gym are you with now?’ or ‘are you thinking of putting more cardio into your routine?’ and I’ll probably lie to appease them, knowing I’ve become an uncontrollable glutton, hell bent on becoming 400lbs+… then they’ll look on in horror as I order cabinet food before my main meal and then get more food to go…
