I feel like I have to apologise all the time for the content..
Added 2021-11-20 15:07:05 +0000 UTCI feel like I have to apologise all the time for the content I put out, I’m not a very sexual person so it’s always been hard to see myself in a sexual way, plus with the changes on weight my body has put on it’s difficult to even look at myself naked let alone capture it. I really appreciate how no one here ever pressures me into being something I’m not, but I do pressure myself. Lately I’ve even been struggling to get basic tasks done such as cleaning and taking care of myself, making me feel like a failure of an adult, and I hope I snap out of it soon. I guess this long rant was a bit of a “im sorry” along with a “thank you” followed by some whining haha
