It been a long last few days for me. Days of wondering, feel..
Added 2022-12-17 17:46:01 +0000 UTCIt been a long last few days for me. Days of wondering, feeling doubt, feeling defeated and dismissed. Things aren’t like they used to be when doctors actually cared about you and when husbands treated their wives with respect. I feel like the world is constantly changing, and not for the good. I am so gosh damn appreciative for all of you guys that care and understand and can relate in so many ways to the things I have going thru and dealing with. We are all only human and we can only do what we can. Thank you for being patient with me for the last while. I can’t wait for this year to be done and over with. December is always a hard month for me just in general because I am so far away from family and feel so alone half the time even though you are surrounded by people . Again thank you for understanding and being respectful towards me. I do have a bit of messges to catch up on today so I hope you can hear with me and I plan on having all my DMs answered before the end of this weekend. Messages and video purchases. I’m so sorry for the hold up and lack of posts but we need to take care of ourselves first before we can take care of others. I did not expect me last few days to go to shits like they have and I plan on making next year a much better year. Agajn I am very sorry to anyone that may be disappointed in me and all I can say is I’m very sorry
