God may have granted me my wish I’ve been dreaming for. Adam..

God may have granted me my wish I’ve been dreaming for. Adam got a call to be a heli logger and leaves Monday if he makes the cut tomrorw when they go for orientation. It’s been a fuckijg shit show here at home the last few days. I really hope he makes it cause he will most likely be gone for a week or two at a time. I need that time to myself so that I can get my peace and quiet then I only have to put up with him for like a week or two a month. That’s a bit more tolerable then every fucking day. Let’s just hope his back doesn’t get him kicked out cause he has a bad back and his. Urdu he has staying here is a cocky newb so who knows if hl make the cut but he sure as hell ain’t staying here if adam makes the cut and not him. I have to drive 6 hours though to drop them off on Monday so that I can have the truck while there gone. I need to sheet up for a car ASAP so that I don’t have to drive 6 hours every time to drop them off and pick them up so that I can have the truck while there gone cause it would literaly just be sitting at the heli pad til till they got back cause there are taking a helicopter to camp. If I get a car they can just fucijng drive there themselves in the truck and leave it at the heli pad but I need a car so I have my independence so I’m gonna be setting up a car fund so I can get one ASAO. also mango went into heat two days ago so I REALLY need to save up and get her fixed in January cause I haven’t gotten hardly any sleep in the last two days and don’t get any when she’s heat cause she meows all night long. I might even have to go sleep in the Rey k with her so they can sleep and be all fresh and good for orientation and the Sunday night when i have to drive them Monday morning. I have to leave at 2 AM to take them. But it’s -1/33 degree out and 69/43 mile winds outside so it’s to cold for me to stay out there with her but If I have to I will cause I don’t want them not being 100% for orientation and for Monday cause I want them to get this job so I get have my peace and quiet. I need to get her fixed ASAP so I don’t have to deal with her going into heat all the god damn time. I’ve been so fucking depressed