Cucky's Corner: So...it finally happened. My beautiful God..

Cucky's Corner: So...it finally happened. My beautiful Goddess has fantasized about me taking a real cock for years. I am not sure when she actually told me (probably during one of our pegging sessions early on) but I always wrote it off as just a fantasy. Well it isn't a fantasy any longer. I had very mixed emotions but overall it was a good experience and I am so happy I could give her this gift. So the backstory...my Goddess found a guy on a gay dating app. He has a kind of the "most interesting man in the world" vibe but super fit. An older white gentlemen, very educated, very wealthy and very dominate. We chatted back and forth for about a month. He was very nice and patient with me. I shared a few pics and videos with him per my Goddess' instructions and overall got a pretty good feeling about him. My Goddess was totally turned on any time we discussed it or when she took pictures of me to send to him. I could tell this was something she really, really wanted, and of course I love to please her. We talked about it a lot...what her expectations were and my feelings about it...and we eventually decided to make this fantasy a reality. So this morning I shaved my body and prepared myself for my Sir. He wanted me dressed in panties and caged (so nothing new there...the joys of a cuckold relationship 😳). I arrived at his home and he greeted me with a hug and lead me upstairs to one of his guest rooms. There wasn't a lot of chit chat. He sat in a chair, had me stand in front of him and told me to undress down to my panties. As you can imagine, I was pretty embarrassed and self conscious. I have never stood like that in front of another man in my life. He told me to kneel down and then stood up and unzipped his pants and instructed me to take his cock out. It was big. Not as big as my Goddess' strapon (thank goodness) but big nonetheless. I would say eight inches and very thick. He then proceeded to fuck my mouth for a long time...I have no idea how long but it seemed like forever. I wasn't allowed to use my hands so his cock kept hitting the back of my throat and gagging me. There was spit and saliva dripping down all down my chin and all over my chest. I was a mess. When he was finished with my mouth, he pushed me onto the bed and told me to lay on my stomach. He mounted me, pull my thong to the side and slid his cock inside my ass. No lube...no warm up...just my spit...it hurt. He said I needed to learn to take it like a real "bottom bitch" and that my "pussy" would get used to it. He fucked me for about 15 minutes...mostly in various forms of doggy and on my side until he came inside me. We laid in bed for a bit talking as he stroked my cage. I was dripping precum and his cum was leaking out of my ass. He asked if I wanted to be released and I told him yes. I retrieved the key from my bag and handed it to him. He stripped off my dirty panties, removed my cage and began stroking my penis (or clit as he called it). I don't get super hard anymore thanks to full time chastity, but it felt so good having my penis stroked. I wanted to please him so I took his cock back in my mouth for a few minutes and he was very hard again in no time. It was actually really impressive he could get that hard so fast. He proceeded to take my ass (or pussy as he kept calling it) again missionary and gave me a prostate orgasm...something only my Goddess was able to do previously. It felt amazing and as I came off my orgasm he came in me for a second time. With two loads of his cum inside me, I asked if I could take a shower. He led me downstairs to his bedroom shower, provided me with a towel and closed the door to give me some privacy. I showered quickly and changed into a clean pair of white, lace panties. Just about that time I pulled them up, he walked in with a glass of water. There I was standing in front of a man in my panties for the second time that day. He offered me the glass of water and as I drank it, he began caressing my ass through my panties. He slid his hand underneath my panties and began fingering my ass with one hand and playing with my "clit" with his other hand. I couldn't believe how turned on he was making me...I loved how he just took whatever he wanted. He pushed me down on my knees and proceeded to fuck my mouth again. I could taste his precum and it made me want to make him cum with my mouth (just like my Goddess had taught me). I tried but couldn't do it (hopefully I didn't disappoint her on that one), but I don't think he cared. He just turned me around and bent me over the bathroom counter. He slid my clean panties down, kicked my feet apart and put his the head of his cock right up against my well used ass. For a few moments he just played with it...pushed his cock in and out...just a little at a time. Then, he just buried it inside me and fucked me so hard I could barely breathe. I could barely stand and had to use the counter to keep my balance. After a few minutes, he came again in my ass (so much for my shower). So after shower number two, I put my clean-ish panties back on....and barely made it out of the master bath into his bedroom. He was waiting for me there. He wanted me one last time before I left. I laid down on the edge of his bed and he fucked me for the fourth and final time. This time it was slow, face to face with lots of kissing (which was a little weird but interesting). We both came again which was rather nice. So back into the shower for a quick rinse. Then I got dressed quickly, collected my things and made sure I had all my stuff. We hugged good bye and I drove home. Despite my levity and jokes, this was a very difficult experience for me. I have mixed emotions. My new friend (as Annabell likes to call him) was very experienced and made our time together pretty unforgettable. However, there are a million and one thoughts running through my head that have me a little off balance. It's difficult to explain but I am sure you all can imagine. In the end, I'm glad I was able to give her this gift...it's just going to take some time for me to wrap my head around it.