

I got Covid two days ago and have been sick as a dog in bed...
Added 2024-02-20 20:46:18 +0000 UTCI got Covid two days ago and have been sick as a dog in bed. TBH I’m NOT doing okay. I don’t mean to get sappy but I do use this page to show yall the real ME - I lost my mom in September. Not a day goes by that gets better but this is the first time I’ve gotten sick and haven’t had the phone call to check in on me. Or a mom patting you on the back while she pumps you full of ibuprofen :(
I haven’t eaten in 3 days (my body looks snatched as fuck) but I fear this is going to kick me into a spiral again. I haven’t told many people but I had a photoshoot with a photographer who legit kicked a scale at me and weighed my half way through my shoot cause he “wanted to make sure I was correct about my size” he claimed I was 140 when I weigh 125… I know it’s not a large difference but that one comment ruined me to my core. I’m picking at food. Drinking more water (only for water weight) I’m just struggling and need good vibes guys :(