• shower thots • This Tuesdays video is shorter - brought t..
Added 2023-07-11 14:59:48 +0000 UTC• shower thots • This Tuesdays video is shorter - brought to you by sunburnt skin, a bungalow on the beach, and some much needed physical reconnecting. This past weekend we went on a family vacation which meant that for four days, we had more boundaries than usual around when we could and couldn’t touch the way we normally do. As someone who has gone my whole life thinking physical touch is the least of my love languages, It was extremely eye opening for me. How much I love my partner, how safe I feel in her arms. Their body has become my safest place. Her lips would never harm me with harsh words, her hands would never pain me without me begging for it, their eyes see me better than I could ever see myself. The voices of their mind drown out the voices in mine. It shouldn’t be , but it is so shocking how I’ve grown & changed in relationships, I’ve come as far as accepting that I love being loved. I love being taken care of. I crave my woman. I’m needy. But she never makes me feel like an inconvenience. In fact she validated me always by reminding me She aches for me just as much. So Can we go four days without being all over each other and survive? yes of course. We are adults with healthy sense of boundaries. But does every inch of me buzz when she’s in the chair next to me? Also, Yes. My hand Aches to feel the warmth of her, the wet of her, hear her voice just a little softer, breathier in my ear and on my neck. As simply as I found her in the in this life after we left each other in our last.. I will always look forward to even a quick stolen moment of feeling her soul blend with mine after a period of any time apart. From a moment, to a forever, I’d wait for her.
