• A Much Needed Release • If you’re someone who reads these..
Added 2023-06-29 23:16:14 +0000 UTC• A Much Needed Release • If you’re someone who reads these posts, you may have noticed that I have been in kind of a mental slump with sex. It wasn’t like I didn’t want it. I tried multiple times to get myself there, hot and heavy making out, grinding, masturbating, but nothing worked. which left me feeling worse because my mind and my body just aren’t aligning. I feel broken. I feel I’m disappointing my partner thought they’d never think that. But I just can’t get myself out from under my own rock. Today, I woke up and the weight on my shoulders felt a little lighter. The air was clearer. Sky was brighter. Foods been tasting better. And while all of that might also just be good devils lettuce 👀🌿, it had my mind and body feeling more secure and open to reception. Which I so very obviously needed by the end of this video. I truly have the most patient and understanding partner. I never feel pressured or unsafe. I was able to let my body rest and wait for myself to be in a better place & get to have an authentic release of emotions.. not to mention the puddle on the floor showing how badly my body needed her inside me.
