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Added 2022-04-01 20:23:41 +0000 UTCš„ Tip $5 if you like these types of videos and want more of them. ā¤ļø Hey, thanks for the support regarding the last post. Itās been hard but itās good to know all my twitch viewers hated that little shit too. Iāve been in a depressed daze for the last couple weeks due to this. Hopefully it gets easier. I just have to keep on going, moving forward despite being so fucking sad all the damn time. Talking to a bootleg Timothee Chalamet is helping a tiny bit but itās not enough to fill this empty space in my life. Okay, he was pretty damn abusive though ā emotionally and verbally cruel but I guess it was his kinder moments that caused me to overlook the bad ones. I saw those rare acts of kindness as his ātrue natureā and the horrible cruelty as this tough guy act. What if I had it backwards? What if it was the kindness that was an act and it was his cruelty that represented his ātrue natureā. Itās sad because I truly loved him, I would prioritize him above all else, as most twitch followers would have remembered. As horrible as he become, I still donāt hate him and I canāt get myself to hate him. I donāt know, a part of me wants to believe heās still playing up this act and this isnāt who he truly isā¦ who knows.
