***Diary Post*** Well, well, well! It turns out that most of..

***Diary Post***
Well, well, well! It turns out that most of you voted for me to write more about my current enjoyment and horniness levels. I wasn’t expecting that to be honest! How very lovely of you. Pat on the back for you! I will of course tell you *everything* including those mysterious future plans. First though a message to the others…

To the three that voted for less writing, more boobs you got your wish and I will even post one more boob pic alongside this so that’s 3 boob pics today. One boob pic each. Don’t say I don’t spoil you… not that you’ll be reading this! 😂

To those that wanted to know more about my sexcapades and what lurks in the crazy DMs don’t worry, I will definitely be writing about those topics soon. I’d have bet good money that you’d want to hear about my sexual experiences and the dirtier the better but I’ll have to save those stories for another day 😏

So yesterday was my 2 month anniversary on OnlyFans and there hasn’t been a day that I’ve regretted it yet. The only thing I do regret is not starting this sooner. I thought it would be a bit of a slow burn and difficult to grow but that hasn’t been the case. In fact, the opposite is true! Everyone has been really nice too. I wasn’t sure what to expect with the nature of this site but everyone has been very appreciative of the content I create whilst also challenging me to take small steps outside of my comfort zone too. Thank you for that!

This whole experience has allowed me to step outside of myself and appreciate myself more. I can now see that my body isn’t ordinary and that it’s sensual, sexy and shapely and that my skin is smooth and firm. I can see that being naked and vulnerable is actually a strength, that I can express myself and have fun with it without it feeling degrading in any way. There are plenty of woman on onlyfans who create more explicit and hardcore content but I can see that I offer something a little different. I don’t think you are just here for the tits. You subscribe because you like the realness, the tease, the fact that I am just a normal woman exploring and taking risks. You can see that I’m on a journey with it and hopefully that’s a little fascinating in itself. I’m not always super confident but I think that’s what makes this good.

I am horny A LOT! I do have to get myself off daily if I’ve not had sex, sometimes even more frequently if I’m doing customs. I’m not complaining about that in any way! I will say though that I’m not horny all of the time. I think it’s different for women. Sometimes I want to be sluttier than others, other times I want to be flirty and playful. Sometimes I want to just unwind and chill.

I’m always learning new things that turn me on. Yesterday someone wrote a chapter of an erotic novel based on me and I was super aroused reading that. I love work based naughtiness too. That’s a big one. I love that guys get hard and into tricky situations. It absolutely brings out the minx in me. People buying me lingerie or telling me fantasies they have about me is another big one. Basically knowing you are thinking about me is hot. I think I’ll have to return to this topic because it’s such a big one but yes, I feel sexier than I’ve ever felt and I absolutely love it!

I will continue to explore what I find hot and try new things. I really want to get some new locations so I’m looking at ways to do that. I’m going to turn my garage into a little home gym/studio. I want to take more outdoor photos so will find some extremely secluded spots for that. I also really want to do a hotel room photo shoot. Hotel fantasies are really hot too, I think it’s the whole anonymity of meeting someone at the hotel bar… not that I’ve ever done that!

I have tried a new toy recently that has a very energetic tongue so I’ll write a review for that soon and there’s a few new toys on the way. I will be busy, busy! I really want to do more POV stuff too and more little gifs with the boobs in motion. Oh and more dressing content too. I think with trying out new angles and outfits, there’s so much to keep spicing it up. I always love your ideas too.

You can ask me anything related to all this in the comments if you like. Be gentle with me 😅

Love, Secret Melons