***I can’t wait to orgasm already!*** You see, I’ve been as..

***I can’t wait to orgasm already!***

You see, I’ve been asked to do a custom which includes the challenge of not being allowed to cum for a day or two before filming. It’s already proving difficult and it was only yesterday morning that I last got myself off. It is now all I can think about, especially as I’m working from home today. I’m not sure if writing about this will help or make this worse.

The custom itself will be a 15-20 minute video with strict instructions on how to tease and edge myself starting with allowing my hands to roam all over my body but not touch my nipples or pussy, at least not initially. The teasing will last a very, very long time so I’m sure it will feel amazing to climax after that, especially knowing it will be watched.

I’m very much not used to being told what to do but it does feel like a bit of a thrill. Of course, I’ve been teased a little before and enjoyed it but the idea of someone controlling me from afar is very kinky to me. Moving my hands as instructed and not being rebellious and doing exactly what I want will be a challenge but definitely not as much of a challenge as having to wait until tomorrow to film this.

I am very, very horny today. I’m single but I have a friend who I’ve been hooking up with for the past few months and I’ll have to make sure he comes over this weekend to sort me out. I don’t think he’ll complain although he doesn’t know about this secret exhibitionist side of me and that I have an onlyfans. I do sometimes wonder what he’d think… but I like my secret too much to share.

All the messages I’ve read this morning on here have turned me on. Apparently yesterday was National Orgasm Day so that’s pretty ironic considering. Your responses to the oiled photos and what you’d do with me have been exciting… plus hearing the effect I’m having on you. I like it when you share your fantasies about me, the fact that you are thinking about me at all is hot but especially when it’s a situation when you really shouldn’t be. This feels like I’m opening the floodgates for you to tease me here but never mind… perhaps I’ll enjoy it. I’ll just be here getting worked up, don’t mind me. Now though I *suppose* I’d better try and get some work done…