One of the things I learned years ago when I did EST was the..
Added 2022-12-16 22:03:53 +0000 UTCOne of the things I learned years ago when I did EST was the concept "earlier similar." For example, some kid who looked a certain way that was mean to you as a kid is carried with you in your subconscious to present day, and if you see someone that reminds you of that kid, you automatically don't like them. Avatar is one of my earlier similars… I have many of them LOL. I went to see it w/my 2nd ex-husband and we fought all the way there and we were fighting when the movie started - and he got up and left ---- with the car!!! I wanted to watch the movie and so I thought fuck him I'll deal with getting home afterwards. I walked home, as I was only a few miles from home. But I hated the movie because I was sooo upset!!! Sometimes it's a real challenge to feel that I didn't waste a lot of my life being with shitasses like my 2nd ex husband. My next lifetime is going to be very very different. #nomoreshitassesforme xo
