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Sickness BE GONE! I think this is the third week that I’m un..

Added 2024-10-01 10:32:15 +0000 UTC

Sickness BE GONE! I think this is the third week that I’m under the weather? Don’t remember feeling this bad for this long in recent years. All three of us have been exchanging various slimes. Also, I’m on a tolerance break now because I was consuming more than I can afford. So that means internally I’m constantly raging at every slight inconvenience. Who knew that without grass, every negative part of my autism just gets worse? Oh wait I did. So now I’m irritable, I can’t fall asleep (the absolute bane of my existence) and I’m having weird nightmares. I’ve had some alone time but I was in such a rotten mood that I couldn’t really enjoy myself or my huge cock. BUT I’m rediscovering cock rings and it’s exciting. Maybe I should try to buy one that doesn’t completely strangle me and that I can wear out and about to see how I like it. I have two of them, metal ones, one too small for my cock but fits nicely on my balls, and the bigger one does fit around the base of my cock but it’s extremely tight and I can’t take it off very easily which is kind of scary. If you have any (cheap-ish) recommendations I’d like to hear them!

I’m dreaming of the time when I’m back to full steam and full grass. Until then I’ll be absolutely (insert verb) people in my mind for the most minor of infractions to whatever rules I’ve decided were absolute. Walk slowly?
Hum? Smell too strongly of perfume? Ask me to do anything? Try to cuddle me at night? Absolutely no mercy.

God I can’t wait for Friday to get high. And fall asleep without waging an crusade against the world in my mind. I was THIS close to giving up yesterday after a full hour of silent raging at my own restlessness. How dare the woman who loves me try to touch me?!

I’d love to channel this internal senseless rage into something more productive. Maybe I just need head. That usually solves 90% of my problems. I am absolutely backed up. Too much cum, not enough grass or sleep makes Leo a sad boy.