Diabetic GainerThe title says it all: I’m diabetic and still..
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The title says it all: I’m diabetic and still gaining weight.
I’m doing everything you’re not supposed to do when you have diabetes. I spit in the face of doctor’s orders. I eat like a demon let loose in a drive-thru. I make zero effort to lose weight. I don’t monitor my bLd sugar—don’t even pretend to.
It’s not just negligence—it’s defiance. There’s something almost gleeful in how I sabotage myself. I’ve leaned not into denial, but into greed. Into gluttony. Into this perverse satisfaction of knowing exactly what I'm doing and doing it anyway. Like I’m daring my body to break.
There’s shame in it, of course. A sick, sticky humiliation that clings to every empty wrapper, every skipped appointment, every swollen foot or dizzy spell. But even that shame feels earned, deserved, maybe even comforting. Like a punishment I’ve decided to keep choosing.
And I’m still gaining weight—intentionally. On purpose. With full awareness and no apologies. There’s no mystery here. I’m watching it happen, participating in it, feeding it—literally.
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