Phew, where do I start? Went for a vacation at the ranch in..

Phew, where do I start?

Went for a vacation at the ranch in Chiapas. I got sick with an unknown stomach bug (thats what is suspected, but not proven) that attacked me so intensely I couldnt drink and much less eat for 6 days. I got extremely dehydrated even with IV fluids on day 3 and 5 that when I finally had bl00d tests done on day 6 I had to be carried from the mountain to the hospital at night because the tests showed my kidneys where well on their way to failing. First set of meds didnt work. Second one thankfully did. I was hospitalized and hooked up for about 5 days.
I had to stay at an AirB&B close to the hospital to go in for check ups and get more tests to see if my levels were coming back to normal.
Im still anemic (never been before), its looking good for the kidneys (final tests in about a month to discard permanent damage), but it fucked my body and mental health in ways you cant imagine. My body basically fed off of the little muscle and fat I had. Im always so tired and out of breath. Ive lost a lot of weight but put most of it back on. Ive lost a LOT of hair which had made me super sad...seeing it fall like that is so sad and scary. Im also left with impossible migraines on a regular basis. We dont know the cause so I have to go do scans of the inside of my ears and brain.
Now the worst part. Because my body was not retaining anything I put into it for over a week, I went into brutal withdrawals of psych meds ive been on for a long time. You CANNOT stop them abruptly. If you want to understand a bit more you can look up klonopin withdrawal here https://americanaddictioncenters.org/withdrawal-timelines-treatments/clonazepam

Same but different shit with my anti depressants.

FUN!

Anyways...

To this days we still dont really know what happened to me and I am waiting for results related to tick related diseases that could have aggravated my symptoms/response to meds. Its a lot of shit im trying to process physically and mentally and also pay for because so far I racked up 8000$ in medical bills AND wasnt able to work for a whole month.

I hope soon ill be able to look back at it and be like phheww glad this is over...but its not over yet and im scared. Bleh

But im alive!

I wonder how many people will actually read all of this but if you did and want to start helping out with the medical bills...here´s a huge goal you can chip into.