Guys I’m so sorry I am absolutely unwell. One of those times..
Added 2023-12-22 22:32:06 +0000 UTCGuys I’m so sorry I am absolutely unwell. One of those times I almost sent myself to the emergency room or worse. It’s been years since it’s been that bad. I’m fucking exhausted and unstable. It would be too much of a gamble for me to get online and/or drink in that state.
I have no clue what to do because I need this fucking money, but I know ANYTHING can send me down a very dark road right now. It sucks.
I have to call it off for tonight, no idea if I should get online tomorrow since barely anyone can. It’s not easy right now I swear.
I’ll put a goal up. It’s for tomorrow night (200), and maybe if you can’t be there you can leave a little extra. Whatever you can…God I hate December.
Sorry about all this shit. Trust me I didn’t want it to happen. And here’s a picture of Ziggy because I miss him and he’s cute
